It's gotta be you.

Well, tumblr has to be kidding me.

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 16:57:49 +0100

my blog just disappeared.
I am like … that’s not funny?!
What the hell is wrong?!

Thinking about starting a new one, because that fucking upsets me and right now I am so pissed.
What the fuck.

One Direction are like my family.

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 16:52:56 +0100

mymalikkshake:

Dad is Liam Payne:

Mom is Danielle Peazer:

Directioners are the sons and daughters:

Simon is the uncle:

Directionators and Haters are the pets :

Too Cold Outside for Angels to fly: Prologue

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 21:09:00 +0100

Harry’s POV.

The last year made me used to confessions I never expected to hear. »You’re the reason why I smile«. »You changed my life«. »It’s all for you that I’m feeling better about myself«. »You taught me how to be brave«. That’s insane, you know. Hearing all those things makes you feel like everybody out there has just gone completely mental. I’m still the boy I was when I auditioned to the X-Factor three years ago. I haven’t changed that much. If you leave all the One-Direction-Fame apart, I’m still just the boy next door no one ever really noticed. And thinking that somebody is smiling because of me or feeling better about themselves because of me is as absurd as thinking lions could be best friends with lambs. Twilight never made that much sense to me anyway. How could I be the one who actually changes lives? I never understood it, but as the time goes by you get used to it. Of course it was still insane to hear those confessions, but I learned to smile at them instead of questioning them. They became part of the Fame-Department.
But the confession I heard today made me shiver, it gave me goosebumps. Her words echoed inside of my head.

You’re the only reason I didn’t kill myself yesterday.
»Harry?«
I couldn’t answer. My body still was paralyzed. My tongue was suddenly heavy and my hands were trembling. That was too much. Maybe there was at least a way to understand why people would smile because of me, but it was impossible to understand how I could save a life I didn’t even know about. Don’t get me wrong, I was really glad I had saved her life, but it didn’t seem to make any sense to me. Why would I have such an impact to people’s lives that I can actually save them?
»Listen, this should actually make you proud, not … shocked?«, she frowned and looked kind of concerned. In fact, I should have been grateful for a fan like her, because it was really relaxing having someone around who wasn’t screaming all the time or crying or something. She just told me. As if it didn’t matter at all. Just any other fact. »Harry, please, just … wake up again, there are millions of directioners that are going to kill me, if my confession actually killed their curly boy, and the life you saved yesterday would be lost again. And by the way, there are four others boy I want to sign that stupid CD.«
»Eh, right«, her words made me realized what this situation have to look like for the other boys. »What’s your name?«
She flashed me a smile, a beautiful smile that didn’t reach her eyes. »My name’s Noah.«
»Noah?«, I always believed Noah was a male name, but she just nodded at my reaction, »well, Noah, here’s your CD and I’m really glad you didn’t kill yourself. Life’s a gift and even if it sucks for you right now, I’m sure it’ll get better.«
Noah laughed and flipped her shoulder-long, black hair in a way that overwhelmed me, mostly because it didn’t seem like she was trying to. »Yeah, right. Life will get so much better, if the winter decides to leave again and I’m not dying because of the cold temperature before spring will return.«
And that was it. She just took her CD back and moved on to Liam, because he was sitting next to me. As if the thing she told me wasn’t special at all. As if she was just the same the other girls were on this signing. I could tell she was different, but as it looked through my eyes – she couldn’t. I would have won every bet that, while looking in a mirror, she wouldn’t see that smile that was still beautiful, even though I could by her eyes it wasn’t real, or her amazing eyes that had the color of the wide, wild ocean and a fading spark in them.
I looked at her for a moment, checking if she’d tell Liam the same she told me, but judged by their laughter she didn’t. And so I sighed one last time, took my eyes off of her and faced the next directioner waiting in line just to meet me.

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Wed, 01 Feb 2012 20:40:11 +0100

mrsfuturehoran: dxgfkjhgfdghjkoijhg

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 20:38:32 +0100

mrsfuturehoran:

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Wed, 01 Feb 2012 20:32:55 +0100

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Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:35:44 +0100

awagonofcarrots: keepcalm-beadirectioner: OMFG THE LAST...

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:35:34 +0100

awagonofcarrots:

keepcalm-beadirectioner:

OMFG THE LAST ONE

INDEED

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:34:56 +0100

how did disney channel go from this:

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:34:48 +0100

superstarsworld:

to this:

omg seriously :00

boobearstolemyheart: omg can i draw like you

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:33:31 +0100

boobearstolemyheart:

omg can i draw like you

Remember this boy?

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:33:00 +0100

tizziesruletheworld:

He’s a man now.

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Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:32:38 +0100

liz7smile: dont-swear-niall: mesmeriz-ing: I think everyone...

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:30:32 +0100

liz7smile:

dont-swear-niall:

mesmeriz-ing:

I think everyone should reblog this for Harry ♥

Remember when he was only sixteen and now he’s turning 18

:’) This is perfect to reblog today. Harry, you’ve grown so much and I couldn’t be prouder. I love you so much… <3 Happy Birthday young man.

That would have to be my favourite Harry video, I could watch it a million times and still be in awe of his amazing voice! :’)

"Calm down, its just a band"

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:29:39 +0100

boobearstolemyheart:

supermanscarrots:

just a band my ass

yourreasontobe-1d: The Life Of A Directioner. yes.

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:27:05 +0100

yourreasontobe-1d:

The Life Of A Directioner.

yes.

one-thing-1d: harryedwardstylesisminebitches: Happy eighteenth...

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:25:14 +0100

one-thing-1d:

harryedwardstylesisminebitches:

Happy eighteenth birthday Harry Edward Styles.

You’re all grown up now, babes! I honestly can’t believe it, i really can’t.

For one, you’re perfect, you always are. No matter how low you feel, you’re perfect.

Thank you for being 1/5 boys that changed my life for the better. Thanks to you being 1/5 of One Direction you helped me through my hardest times, and you probably dont even know that because i’m just one fan. But that’s okay because one day, when i meet you, i’ll tell you what you’ve done for me and i cant wait for that day.

I remember watching your audition when you were just sixteen…wow. Do you ever wish you were sixteen again? It feels like just yesterday when i watched you walk right up on that huge stage to audition. You looked so nervous, but confident at the same time…i dont know if that makes sense or not, but you did. You were so young then….i remember how you took my breath away when you let out the first note to Isn’t She Lovely. It was honestly one of the most beautiful things my ears ever had heard. I knew right then and there that you were born to be famous. I remember how cute you looked when Louis Walsh had said no, you looked so disappointed, but you had hope in your eyes. But after he said no, and Simon had said yes, the look on your face was the best thing. Your eyes lit up so bright. You looked like you had won the lottery! It was so perfect, it really was.

And then at bootcamp, how disappointed you were when you didn’t make it through…..on your own at least. But, the minute Nicole and Simon had pulled you back up on stage along with Louis, Liam, Zayn, and Niall, and said that you were being out through as a group, you went down into a little crouch, you looked adorable if you asked me.

After that when you guys went to the judges houses and you all sang Torn, it was gorgeous. When Simon said yes to you all going through, i was so excited that i actually got up and danced….it was great.

Skipping to when you guys were in the live shows and you were just waiting for One Direction to be called every night, to see if you were safe. And every time you got called you were so relieved and you would do that little crouch like you did at bootcamp. And then at the finals and you guys were waiting for your name to be called, wanting so badly to win, to get first place, maybe even second….and your name wasn’t called as either one. You guys got third place, sadness overtook your face, but then you basically shoved that aside and congratulated Matt and Rebecca, you could tell how happy you were for them, but i knew that it killed you on the inside to know that you didnt win. But its alright, you’ll always be number one to me.

Now look at you! You and the boys have a whole album out, you went on tour, you’re getting around, you basically rule tumblr. No matter which blog im on, you guys always pop up. You have so many girls and guys that love your music and you!

I cant even to begin to explain how proud i am of you. You’re getting to live your dream and i am beyond proud of you for doing so. You never fail to put a smile on my face everyday. When i feel like complete and utter shit, i think of you or listen to you sing or just anything having to do with you and it makes me feel better.

So thank you, thank you for everything. I love you.

Happy eighteenth birthday, Harry Edward Styles, you will always make me proud. xx

i cried reading that ^ so emotional :’) why do they have to grow up? Oh well it dosnt matter. Even though his 18 he’ll still be a child to me. Forever Young Hazza. <3

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Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:20:50 +0100

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Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:14:03 +0100

Hey guys! We're a 1D new blog and would be amazing if you could check our stuff, and if you like it, follow us. We're also making a giveway (post/16363112165), and we'd like as many people as possible could participate (and don't be afraid or think you're unlucky.. we all have chances :D). Thank you so much. <3

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 08:06:10 +0100

Hey :]
Of course I’m checking it out. [:

Have a nice day. [: