Happy eighteenth birthday Harry Edward Styles.
You’re all grown up now, babes! I honestly can’t believe it, i really can’t.
For one, you’re perfect, you always are. No matter how low you feel, you’re perfect.
Thank you for being 1/5 boys that changed my life for the better. Thanks to you being 1/5 of One Direction you helped me through my hardest times, and you probably dont even know that because i’m just one fan. But that’s okay because one day, when i meet you, i’ll tell you what you’ve done for me and i cant wait for that day.
I remember watching your audition when you were just sixteen…wow. Do you ever wish you were sixteen again? It feels like just yesterday when i watched you walk right up on that huge stage to audition. You looked so nervous, but confident at the same time…i dont know if that makes sense or not, but you did. You were so young then….i remember how you took my breath away when you let out the first note to Isn’t She Lovely. It was honestly one of the most beautiful things my ears ever had heard. I knew right then and there that you were born to be famous. I remember how cute you looked when Louis Walsh had said no, you looked so disappointed, but you had hope in your eyes. But after he said no, and Simon had said yes, the look on your face was the best thing. Your eyes lit up so bright. You looked like you had won the lottery! It was so perfect, it really was.
And then at bootcamp, how disappointed you were when you didn’t make it through…..on your own at least. But, the minute Nicole and Simon had pulled you back up on stage along with Louis, Liam, Zayn, and Niall, and said that you were being out through as a group, you went down into a little crouch, you looked adorable if you asked me.
After that when you guys went to the judges houses and you all sang Torn, it was gorgeous. When Simon said yes to you all going through, i was so excited that i actually got up and danced….it was great.
Skipping to when you guys were in the live shows and you were just waiting for One Direction to be called every night, to see if you were safe. And every time you got called you were so relieved and you would do that little crouch like you did at bootcamp. And then at the finals and you guys were waiting for your name to be called, wanting so badly to win, to get first place, maybe even second….and your name wasn’t called as either one. You guys got third place, sadness overtook your face, but then you basically shoved that aside and congratulated Matt and Rebecca, you could tell how happy you were for them, but i knew that it killed you on the inside to know that you didnt win. But its alright, you’ll always be number one to me.
Now look at you! You and the boys have a whole album out, you went on tour, you’re getting around, you basically rule tumblr. No matter which blog im on, you guys always pop up. You have so many girls and guys that love your music and you!
I cant even to begin to explain how proud i am of you. You’re getting to live your dream and i am beyond proud of you for doing so. You never fail to put a smile on my face everyday. When i feel like complete and utter shit, i think of you or listen to you sing or just anything having to do with you and it makes me feel better.
So thank you, thank you for everything. I love you.
Happy eighteenth birthday, Harry Edward Styles, you will always make me proud. xx
i cried reading that ^ so emotional :’) why do they have to grow up? Oh well it dosnt matter. Even though his 18 he’ll still be a child to me. Forever Young Hazza. <3